Tomoro will be 2010...

Zzzz..after tonite 12pm/am,is 2010..
2010 juz mean more work..
i nid 2 go find myself a job 2 support myself leh..nw broke ady..
keep asking parents 4 money..better go find a job..
then earn enough money,buy watever i wan without asking 4 permission of money..haha..
other than working..i nid 2 think bout wat course 2 study man..zzz..
still haven gt any clue of wat i wan 2 study in college..
i wan 2 study veterinarian de..bt juz UPM hav tis course..i dislike study form6..
so juz hav 2 think of a second plan..which i am doin rite nw..such a headache..
there r 3months 4 me 2 think b4 the result is out..bt i'm in stress juz thinking of it..
nw juz trying 2 do anything possible wif my frens..keep relax plus spend more time on frens..
there isn't much time left..
Hope 2010 will be a veri gud year 4 me n all of my frens..
Wish all of my frens n family will be as strong as a tiger..haha..

Movie days r bac..

Today so free went 2 midvalley watch Avatar..
tat movie is juz damn awesome..so cool la..
if u haven watch it...u better go watch it..mayb can watch it in 3D..
juz 6 of us went 2 midvalley..others last min fly aeroplane ady..zz..
Our movies days r bac at last..so long din go 4 movie ady..
plus today midvalley gt so many ppl leh..the situation similar wif weekend de..
mayb cuz christmas is in 48hours more..everybody is doin some last min shopping..haha..
Here i wish everybody Merry Christmas o...

机会

我和你还有机会可以重新开始吗？

PaintBalling...

Y'day which is 16th of dec..we all went 2 Sg.Buloh play paintball
we all went there by bus..actually 32 of us..haha..so many ppl..
mostly our class..at the same time gt other classes de too..
we waited at skul at 7am..damn early de..7.30am leave skul n on our way..
on the way,most of my gang fall asleep leh..later gt extra energy 2 play..haha..
bt i was awake n enjoying the scenery...
reach there at around 10am..
the worker there told us the instruction bout paintball n some do's n don't
do u noe tat the paintball travel at 360Km per hour when fired?walao..damn faz..
if ur head isn't protected..ur ears mayb get torn..or ur lip mayb get stiches..
when we heard him saying tis..we all kinda gt a bit scare ady..
after finish the whole horror speech..we all get suit up..haha..
the gears r so cool..especially the face mask..
the paintball gun is quite heavy de..hold till hand tired..n veri hard 2 aim..
each person get 100 paintballs..veri little oni..zzz..
when we all were bout 2 leave..the guys forgot sumthing haven wear..
Is the body amor..the worker said guy dunnid body amor de..juz girls nid oni..
if guy wan 2 wear body amor then go play bowling..zhadao..
so the guy n i quickly go wear double layer of clothes leh..shocked dao ady..
we all r devided into 2 teams..each team had 16ppl..our gang had aso devided into 2..
we all got so excited..haha..
bcuz we all r newbies..then we played the easy courses..
the courses r veri small oni..cover small area oni..
zzz..after the worker shouted start..the 2 team immediately met ady..so faz o..
weelon,lianghui,yeesiang,ahzhu n me..we all rush 2 the front of the team..
we r the front line..haha..super brave de..
veri shuang de leh when u fired the paintballs..haha..
if kena veri pain de..is super pain de..the kena point will soon form bruises..
20sen size or 50sen size bruises..u can imagine hw pain izit ady?haha..
we played 2 courses..2 courses aso my team won..our team were awesome..
the other team dun hav so much teamwork as our team..haha..
after playin the 2 courses..it was juz 12pm++ oni..bt the bus 3pm oni come..
so my gang decided to play another game with different course..
we gathered up 20ppl then went 2 played again..
bt tis time is totally different n more fun..
we nid 2 ride on the truck to get in the course de..
the course actually was GP motorcyle practise course..
N tat course is the smallest among the paintball course..juz 4 ekar..walao
the biggest among the courses is 10 ekar...even walao..
tat course oni fun mah..the 2 course b4 was child play compare 2 tis course...
tis course is so much tiring..exciting..painful..
although the course was hard..bt our team won again..
bcuz tis time on our team de all r orang sendiri..haha..
after tat game..we r all wore out..so damn tired n fun..
on the bus..tis time we all fell asleep..no doubt..
we all went through a great n awesome day..haha..

we all at A&W ordering breakfast at Sg.buloh jejantas rest stop

yongxiang posing wif the A&W maskot

yeesiang too happy bout tis trip

our gang posing on the truck tat fetch us into the course

yongxiang,me n weelon try the body amor on 4 size

cool look when wearing the body amor like real police in action


Tat's me wearing the face mask..hw do i look?haha..

quess who they r?haha..

ahzhu n yongxiang..behind de duno who leh..

me n weelon in face mask..kiensun wan 2 be in the photo bt fail

when we reach the paintball park,immediately group shot first

there is the paintball park la..
I was starving when weelon was helping me 2 order my breakfast so o decided
to sneak a bite out of bear bear burger


there wrote 'open 24 hours' bt tat KFC was closed..

on the journey there..

when the bus pass through the istana negara..i saw tis..
looks like it's undergoing some serious constrution

lianghui,yeesiang n zhzhu
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the muzium negara...cheeonn n yeesiang

me n weelon

SPM is over..Fun Starting..

SPM is finally over with a blink of an eye..
is juz one month ago saying spm so faz come..
bt tat was one month ago ady..nw saying so faz over ady..haha
kinda confuse..actually the reason i think is i still can't let go of secondary skul life..
secondary skul life had changed my life a lot..can't believe it's all over nw..
finish spm tat feel was nt as shuang as i expected..
no more skul life means less hanging out wif frens...
although we still will go out..still happy la..bt the feeling is juz..
no words can explain leh..haha..
there isn't much time 2 spend wif frens..cuz soon we all will go our own way..
so tis dec n jan i think i will keep asking them go out..haha..although i'm the worst host ever..
our class vacation got cancel ady..its a waste..there's lots of places 2 go in msia other than pangkok
Zzz..i aso will share the blame bah..cuz i didn't suggest anything too...
reli wish can go on vacation wif my gang..
last nite went 2 puchong eat steamboat..
we first wanted 2 eat at tis shapu shapu restaurant de..
bt the restaurant was full house..so we waited a while..
quite long aso de..then we went n ask still nid 2 wait hw long..
the attitude of the waiter is juz plain rude..zzz..
told wait till gt table first lor..walau..
so we all decided nt 2 wait any longer..
we went 2 nearby de restaurant..aso steamboat..
each person RM23.50..we all ate till shuang..the foods wasn't tat nice..
bt we all were veri happy y'day..
we ate till i think 10pm..then went 2 ioi mall wanted 2 watch movie de..
who knew the cinema was closed..haha..
we had no choice bt 2 went home lor..actually we all went 2 kjg prima there de cyber cafe..
unfortunately..the cyber cafe was full of ppl..no more com..zzz..
cuz SPM over ady mah..all come out ady..haha..
we all juz went home lor..quite early bac home de..12am..zz...so early..
bt y'day was juz awesome..sure gt more days like y'day de..haha..
nxt week goin 2 genting celebrate christmas wif my gang..sure will be fun de..
n tmr will be goin 4 paintballing..haha..

SPM is juz so damn NEAR!!OMG...

SPM is juz 3weeks away..OMG..
i juz can't stop thinking bout SPM is juz around the stupid corner..
the pressure is juz enormous juz by thinking bout it..
keep telling myself wanna study bt...^^
u guess it..keep goofing off..
tat's juz me..i think..haha..
i wanna keep my concentrate on sej n bio..cuz wanna score 5A's..
BI..MM...EST..BIO...SEJ
wish me luck o...
today at skul was the most fun plus lazy day..
at first we were playin uno..bt later become gamble ady..
we all r gamble maniac..luckily i gt won some o...if nt sure pokai ady de..
n we aso play "DO WAT WE TELL U TO DO!!"..
tis is hw u play:1)juz lik any uno games..each person get 7cards then start playin
2)the number of cards in hand r limit to 12cards..if more then lose la..
3)the first person who lose get 2 do wonderful things tat we tell..
4)if the person din do wat he suppose 2 do then we will punish him harshly
by our way...haha..
tips of nt losing:U MUST HAVE THE POWER CARD SUCH AS DRAW 2 OR 4 CARDS!!!
if nt sure lose de..haha..tat power card is ur safety ticket of nt losing..understand?haha...
there pass a skul day without touching the refence books..haha..
bt we all r happy throughout the whole day..tat kinda worth it..
watching everybody laugh together..tat feeling is juz great..
tis is the most precious time of us being together 4 the final year..
although the class is nearly empty n a bit sienz..bt at least gt frens there 2 play n laugh wif..
after tis year there will be less n less quality time wif frens lik today..Zzz
GUYS..I SURELY GONNA MISS U ALL...

trial results is out..

Erm..there is gud news o..
trial result tis time dun hav any red pen marking...haha..
means i didn't fail any subjects tis time..hehe..so happy!
addmaths first time pass leh..super happy de..bt is nearly pass oni..
my addmaths damn lousy de..bt maths A..zzz..
maths n addmaths..both r so different..
i juz can't understand addmaths..mayb i juz dumb n lazy 2 care bout it...
SPM muz pass leh..juz pass oni then i'm happy ady..
trial i juz gt 3A's oni..zzz..maths,bi n est..
others..B,C n D lor..i can't imagine hw my spm certificate will looks like whn i get it..
sure looks lik learning ABC again..haha..
bt i sure will gambateh de o..i wanna score 5A's in SPM..hehe..
looks much nicer mah..^^

Feeling better..

I'm feeling a little better ady..
all thanks to my frens..u guys r the best,u noe tat?
thx 4 making me realize frens r as important as galfren..
nw i'm goin 2 treat my frens even more better nw..haha..
n thx 4 the comments ya..reli reli thx..
nw my fren ady asking me who's my nxt gf..walao..
i juz become single less than 1 week leh..actually more than 9months ady..
bt juz seriously broke up..so mayb after spm oni think bout tis again la..
nw enjoying single life first..wanna noe wat single life feel lik because she enjoy it so much
i also wanna 2 try it out...haha..

Broke Up..

From now on,i'm single again..
ya,she broke up wif me ady...
she have her personal reasons 4 breaking up wif me..
n she wanted 2 become fren wif me again..
bt i think i can't be fren wif her ady..
tis time the impact is juz too much 4 me..
she's the second gal who break up wif me n she is the most i love..
i still can't get over her..she said when time passes,i will slowly forgot..
i still want her bac....i can't let her go..
i'm wanna cry out la..wanna cry...
y do tis thing alwiz happen 2 me?i reli think her will be my final gf de..
i'm breaking down into little pieces ady..

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You-方大同

If i had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
with you i see forever oh so clearly
i might hace been in love before
but it never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go
hold me now
touch me now
i don't want to live without you
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

if the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead the way for us
just like a guiding star
i'll be there for you if you should nedd me
you don't have to change a thing
i love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
i'll help you see forever too
hold me now
touch me now
i don't wabt to live without you
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna my love for you
you ought to know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i'll never ask for more than your love
nothing's gonna change my love for you
you ought to know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole, life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

Today is my driving exam o..

today is my big day..i'm goin 4 driving exam
i'm juz so nervous..walao..
last nite aso nearly can't sleep leh..
keep thinking in my head bout wat 2 do at today driving exam..
so early wake up ady..erm,approxiamately 5.40am..
aunty said 6.40 wait at billion there woh..
gt 2 of my frens aso today driving exam..haha..
yuanbin n chimyoong..cuz same aunty..
early early reach there..we all try driving first..
to get a head start..test driving the car b4 exam makes me feel a lot better
then can't test drive ady..we all waiting at the pondok 2 begin the exam..
9am oni start exam leh..gt so many ppl exam..pressure even higher..
if i fail,gt a lot of ppl will watch d leh..paiseh d..
i'm the number 29..so front..chimyoong is 35 n yuanbin is the nxt session d..
when waiting 4 my turn..watching the others taking their exam reli is horrifying..
gt so many ppl fail,u noe..walao..
some up hill then can't go down..straight fail..
some parking there knock down the metal pole..fail
three point turn hardly any fail there..
when is my turn..i went in the car..n think wat should i do..
my right leg gt a bit shaking..so i keep hitting my leg 2 calm it down..haha..
luckily the car i drive is much easier 2 drive than 2741..
so i naik hill,parking n three point turns..all done..PASS!!!
after tis bahagian..the nxt bahagian is wat i fear most..
ON THE ROAD
i scare i can't even make it out of the road..
bt nt so nervous ady...calm down a bit ady
bt everything change when is my turn 2 go on the road..
the tester tat is goin 2 test me is a woman..
the moment i get in the car n said "selamat pagi,puan"
she juz 'fu yan' me said "ooo..." n look 2 the other side..
super hate tis type of tester..so lc leh..
when i checking all the things nid 2 do b4 driving off..i'm so nervous..
the handbrake i can't press n pull..
so i ask her "sudah jam?"
then she sure impatience n reply me "tak tahu guna dua tangan ah?gunalah dua tangan!"
walao..tat time,my sweat juz dropping lik rain..
n i forgot bout putting the gear to 1..
she scold me again "masuklah gear,tak masuk gear macam mana nak jalan!Zzzz..."
i juz wish i can faster do finish it..dunnid 2 listen 2 her 'advice'!
when reach the junction 2 go out the main road..luckily i can do it leh..
it's a miracle..haha..mayb the car aso easy 2 drive..
then after drive out 2 the main road..i finally calm down..
she aso din talk ady..thx god..
the journey was veri smooth..haha..
then went bac 2 the institute..stop n get my documents from her n faster get of the car..dunwan 2 c her face again..super scary!
n when i go through the documents..i pass on the road ady..i gt 17marks out of 20
for me...sure nt bad la..haha..as long i pass..
i was over the moon..hehe..
went bac to the pondok n pass my documents 2 the worker there..
aunty said mayb tis fri my license is done..haha..
oo..chimyoong n yuanbin aso pass ady..haha..congratz 2 u guys!
i juz can't wait till i get my license..haha..



YEAH..I PASS MY DRIVING EXAM ADY!!!!!!

tmr is the big day..

Tmr..October 6,is my car exam day..
i'm telling myself tat i'm nt gonna b nervous n scare
bt still gt a bit la..haha..
bt muz relax o..if nt,wahahaha T.T
the aunt said muz stay calm..
tell myself tat i'm on a regular driving lesson oni..
so tat won't b too nervous..
dun care bout other ppl..stay focus!!!
today muz sleep till shuang first..
tmr muz gt strength 2 pass tat exam o..
haha..
bt if reli fail,nvm d..juz try try n try again..
nxt week exam again lor..haha..
bt sure kena scold by mum d..she sure said i waste her money d..
wakakaka..Zzz..if reli fail,i aso dunwan d arr..
muz hav confident bt nt too much...
pls pls pls bless me o..^^

trial exam is over..

So shuang..trial examination is finally over..wahoo!!
the last paper is EST..quite easy d..
1030 finish exam..then i straight went down 2 the guard house w8 4 the aunty..
goin 4 QTI..erm,trial car exam..
walau..the car ahh..super hard 2 drive d..i juz duno hw 2 drive it..when climb hill there i duno hw 2 drive his car oni..parking n three point turn ok..Zzz..luckily pass ady..juz barely!!!
nxt tues goin 4 official car exam ady..still duno hw..i think sure fail ady d..
bt nid 2 c fri n mon d lesson lor..c can overcome tis problem..
if nt..tues wait 4 fail bah..Zzzz...
yuanbin better leh..he can drive tat car..Zzz..i'm such a loser..he dunnid 2 go 4 lesson ady..juz w8 4 tues go exam..
he gt go on the road o..i din..cuz i can't even drive tat car out 2 the road..then tat malay guy say "cukup cukup..pergi bukit,parking dan three point turn..buat 2 kali.."
Zzzz...so paiseh..reli reli scare nw..tat car d number is 2741..pls dun let me drive tat car during exam..
My frens from tat driving skul d say tat car quite easy drive d mah..u can't drive ahh?i straight harrr??reli anot o??!!
tat juz show tat i'm lousy at driving o..Zzz..
bt fri n mon d lesson i sure will pay my full attention n afford into it..i wan 2 pass the exam veri bad..
i juz hope there is somebody who support me o..^^ T.T

midvalley..

today gt tuition..Zzz..kasturi..Zzz..replacement tuition 4 hari deepavali..y'day oni noe nid 2 go o..
So last min ask chunlung accompany me go midvalley early in the morning first..go buy present 4 sherene o..Happy B'day 2 U!!!actually she y'day b'day ady o..hehe..mon u will giv it d..haha..hope u lik it bah..little girl thing lai de..hehe..
Nt juz went there 2 buy her present..bt go there 2 buy shirts too..hehe..so long din buy shirts ady..getting bored of my old clothes..bt i juz bought 2 t-shirts oni..nt enough money..Zzz..the tuition start at 2.30pm,bt we 10.45 lik tat reach midvalley ady..plus walk around looking n searching..till 12sumthing oni..Zzz..then find a place 2 sit down chit chat till 1.20 oni go 2 kasturi..haha..too much free time ady..
Today nite i went out wif my frens 2 yamcha..haha..can go cuz my mum went 2 my uncle house ady..so shuang,first time so late go yamcha oni...we at there keep on chit chatting..so many things to talk bt so little time..haha..after yamcha,we went 2 the nearby cyber cafe..i din play,they play oni..cuz enough ppl ady..plus i can't go home myself..they fetch me d..so juz watch them play..bt aso fun o..haha..reach home i think is 12.30 ady..geng..if my mum noe tis,i will be as gud as died!!!

bac to the movie theatre..

So long din watch movie wif my frens ady..i think gt 3 till 4 months din watch le..miss so many movies,especially harry potter T.T feel so regret..zzz..cuz of exam n my mum so can't go watch..until wednesday
it was hari raya holidays..so wednesday we all plan 2 go out watch movie together..at home too sienz ady..so hard oni gt holiday of course muz go out d mah.. go out relax relax..
tat day i damn early wake up(holiday usually wake up at 11am d)..i 7.30 wake up ady,cuz my dad want 2 go work..later nobody fetch me..so wish tat i can drive..i reach kiensun house at 9am bt they all said 9.30 oni b there..so i wanted 4 other frens 2 arrive first oni go in kiensun house..scare he haven wake up,so early kacau him..haha..luckily weelon faz reach there..i go in wif him..then after a few mins,all r present..then we decide whether wan 2 watch wat movie..we all decided 2 watch final destination4 n 吓到笑 at jusco..n our driver 4 tat day is yeesiang n yongxiang..
wow..i tell u..final destination4 is juz awesome..so many organs flying here n there..super disgusting..haha..i watch till my mouth open d bt my frens all watch till laugh d..whenever somebody get kill,they all laugh..wat i meant is oni they laugh in the whole theatre..walao..i can't imagine hw many pairs of eyes from behind r looking down at us n thinking "r tis guys mentally okay?"haha..bt the movie is juz awesome!!!muz watch ooo...
吓到笑 tis movie is juz 'xiao' ahh..haha..so damn funny..tis movie is bout 3 different ghost stories..the first story de ghost is an old woman which is the most scary in the 3 stories..starting from d second story is pure funny ady..those 2 guys in the story is juz so gud at acting..haha..so funny..
bt the third story gt a bit sienz ady..the third story is the continue of the movie 'money nt enough2'..although less funny part..bt the third story teach us a great lesson of life o...gt a bit touching..haha..
After the 2 movies we watched..we all decided 2 went bac 2 kajang prima n play dota..haha..we played 4 an hour oni..i'm noob in playin dota..they all pro la..sure those team up wif me d of course lose la...sry guys..
n Thx guys 4 a great day..wish after spm we all gonna hang out lik tis more often o...haha..then sure nid 2 save money from nw..

黄鸿升 - 不屑

事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见 瞬间就统统消灭
人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血 悲伤也会流泪 不需要有同类 传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃 你的思念 自我安慰 就让我伪装我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟着你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐地瓦解
事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见 瞬间就统统消灭
人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血 悲伤也不会流泪 不需要有同类 传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃 你的思念 自我安慰
就让我伪装我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟着你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐地瓦解
如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年
如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许我们有一天会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍
Tis song is juz the sad song i nid..so nice,haha!!sure u guys aso like d..go download n listen bah..

I'm fail ady..T.T

Till nw,tat gal din find me o..i think she juz 'fu yan' take my phone number then delete ady..Zzz..mayb i'm juz too scary n 'yang soi'..i'm feel reli down bout it,cuz first time take gal phone number fail 2 do so..i think i won't ever try 2 take again..dunwan 2 disappoint myself again..when i went 2 kasturi,i'm thinking hw 2 react when c her there leh..veri paiseh d..act lik strangers or say hi..luckily i din go say hi,she's like din meet me b4..so i aso act stranger lor..so paiseh..
dun get me wrong o..she juz someone i wanted 2 noe as a fren oni..there's already a gal i'm waiting for..although my frens all disagree tat we will b together again n some even giv me some 'advise'....i noe they care bout n wanna help me..bt i still goin 2 wait..
along tis waiting period..from January till nw,August..i'm din truely happy b4..i'm in sorrow n pain for everyday...

1st time driving..today i went 4 driving lesson!

Today..2pm i went to the old KFC 2 wait for the aunty to come n fetch me to my first drving lesson..wahoo..i was so nervous..when the aunty reach ady,as soon as i gt in the car..she straight ask me "do u noe hw 2 drive?" walau..i was shocked 4 awhile..i'm wondering if i say i noe,is she goin 2 ask me drive all the way..of course i said i duno la..i wan her 2 teach me properly first o..alwiz safety first!Then she drive 2 an empty parking lot..she told me bout the gearbox,panels n other stuff lik tat..then change seat..haha..tat time my heart was juz beating lik crazy..mayb reach 250 beats per min..haha..jkjk la..so i'm juz duno wat 2 do..she asked me 2 start the car,then drive around the parking lot..making many turns o..turn left then turn right..right left right left..after tat,reverse..a tricky part 4 me,my reverse technique suck..n the side mirror i duno hw 2 c leh..when nervous ntg can be done right..after reverse o..she asked me 2 drive out 2 the road..walau,tis time i'm shocked n at the same time scare..driving inside the parking lot,my sweat ady dropping lik bathing ady..nw on the road woh,my sweat r lik pouring rain..bt the rain happening inside the car..haha..so i'm damn nervous..juz listen wat aunty goin instruct lor..walau,when on the road ar,the aunty gt so many things said o..step tis,dun step tat,do tis,so tat..haha..listen till i gonna sot liao..when on the road i made so many mistakes o..my car 'die' at least 4 times leh..i most remembered d is when the traffic light go green ady,my car 'die'..haha..so paiseh..then the aunty ask me 2 drive 2 the driving institut..she gt some paper works nid 2 do..after tat,is time 2 go bac..tat time i gt the hang of it ady..nt so many mistakes were made..haha..great progress o..i'm aso a bit calm when on the trip bac home..
I sure won't forget tis day..surely after many decades,when i'm old..i will tell my grandkids bout tis experience d..they sure will laugh d..n they will say 2 me "so lame d o,those car veri easy 2 get used 2 it d..nw wif the 'modern flying car' oni hard 2 learn mah"..haha..oh well..

1st time ask a GIRL for her phone number!

Today i went 4 tuition at kasturi..there is tis gal,she's quite cute d..so i decided 2 take her phone number lor..haha..bt week after week i fail 2 do so cuz tis is my 1st time taking a gal phone number..so i'm damn nervous d..everytime i try 2 get close or even open my mouth 2 ask her,i juz dun hav d courage 2 do it..so damn useless..
Bt today..hahaa..i done it..actually,Er..hw should i say tis..nt actually get her phone number la..bt i reli gt go ask her d leh..tat feeling is juz too great 2 bare..my adrenaline concentration was so high after i asked her..haha..so shuang..she take my phone number said will find me eventually..Erm,does it count as success leh?duno o...bt tis is the best 1st time asking a gal 4 her phone number of my life..sure won't forget tis experince..n it's reli will help me in the future 2 b brave enough 2 ask a gal 4 phone number straight away!
WAHOOOOO....

Broke into Tears

Today the heaven broke into tears
Little by little
Is like the heaven understand my feelings
It expressed what I wanted to express
Express out all the sadness,sorrow,loneliness
I still feel the same after it help me expressed
Maybe that is just not enough
Zzz..I'm going nuts here
This few days i felt the coldness feeling
It's as cold as dry ice
What's colder than dry ice?
That feeling!
Cold till I just don't know how to describe it
There's only conversation when something is needed
Not to just chat..
Few days back,I was sick like hell..
my head is just twist and turn till can't concentrate in class
I don't even have the strength to go recess
I'm all wore out like an old pair of shoe
My friends are so caring
They kept asking me how I felt
I can feel it
It's the power of friendship!
That made me felt better but I was waiting..
just waiting..waiting...waiting
Then school over,I give up waiting..
I knew is on my own this time
That time i felt so lonely..just so damn lonely

A Clown..

Some said clown make other people happy
Some said clown make people happy but sad inside
Clown is the symbol of happiness
but the clown himself doesn't feel happy at all
the clown is just getting pay to feel happy
but behind those happy faces lies the true face
the face of sorrow
the clown need to hide all his sorrow
in the deepest,darkest part of his mind
for himself to share and not others
not even a leak of sorrow is out
if not that will effect the joy of others
others doesn't care about what's the clown going through
they are just here for the clown to make them happy
tat's all
Does anybody really know what does the clown really feel?
Only the clown know his own feelings
Only I know what's his feeling
Because I going through too
My feelings are all kept for myself
nobody to share with or chat about it
The world is just too lonely and too sorrow
eventhough there are billions of human in this world
I am alone!

More Photos^^

Here r the other photos...from different cameras..haha..tat day gt a lot of ppl brought camera..so collected from them..n those photos tat r editted,is Cyrus who editted d..he used up a lot of time doin d o..haha..

Is juz too cute..haha..our class photo 4 the majalah d..so cute^^

Here is the photos 4 majalah d..ajks of photography club^^
Erm..i think most of the photos is capture 4 fun d..haha..

blogging again..n graduation photos^^

So long din posting ady o..haha..cuz no mood 2 post plus no time..today gt sumtime cuz fri i dunnid 2 stay bac ady..haha..so happy!^.^ N form5 is goin 2 graduate soon T.T reli can't let go of my skul life n most importantly my FRIENDS..goin 2 miss u guys..although we all can come out yam cha yam cha...bt is still nt the same anymore..Zzz...bt life hav 2 go on..y r we growing up so faz??at the same time growing up faz aso is a gud thing leh...lik can honourly paktuo ady,dunnid 2 scare wat my parents hav 2 say n her parents can also allow me 2 date her daughter o...haha..
Zzz...last week when i was sms-ing wif her..she said she wanted 2 find out her fren lik who woh..then she wan me 2 help think lor..tat guy i aso noe d..i so stupid,u noe...i tell her tat samson lik her la..of course i was playin..n she also played along said yalor..haha..tis game lasted till nw..i'm the one who din wan 2 stop playin..i aso duno y..i felt deeply sad when playin..bt at the same time i thought bout hw gud is samson..he's better than me in everyway i can think of...n when i visit her blog..i saw the photo of both of them,it looks so damn nice..so damn damn nice..i wanted 2 think it's juz a normal photo,tat they r juz fren...i din wan 2 compare tat photo over mine n her's...bt is reli damn damn nicer than every photos i took wif her..mayb tis is jealous or sumthing...i duno..or tis game is slowly getting 2 my mind..i think so too..bt it's working!

Samson n me..

me,weichien n thomas

my stepmum(sze ern) n me^^

me n sungying..

cheesim n me

me n choiyen

chingmun n me..tis pic veri dark,haha..

kohlee n me..

rape team forever!!

weiherng n me..he was goin 2 lab d..i catch him 2 take photos wif me,haha..

me n engchee...my former boss,he's the pengerusi..haha..

ah mok n me o..haha..ah mok same height wif me d leh^^

me,weixin n weelon..she weiling's sis o..

me,peiqin n weelon..we were helping yeesiang d..then we go take wif her too..

me n weiling..

weelon,xianmin,me n junching..

haha..our gang take photo wif the number11(the gal in the center)..she play basketball d..her jersey is number11 so call her number11..

these 2 teacher r from china d..can say youngest among our skul teachers lor..haha..

our gang again..haha..

There r still a lot more photos needed 2 be taken o...bt skul dun let us bring camera..n mayb will rampas d..so nt dare 2 take camera run whole skul..still gt lots of frens haven i go find them n take photo wif them..the photos will b publish shortly..COMING SOON^^