Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Me n Her

Tis week is d third week tat me n her become fren...y become fren??cuz she nid 2 concentrate on her study 4 spm!although i agree tat after spm oni get bac together...bt i'm reli veri confused d..1 part of me say wait 11months then can get bac together ady..bt still gt 1 part of me doesn't wan 2 break up apart...i'm ady starting 2 miss her..
One day,she was sick o..quite serious a bit..i wanted 2 hold her hands 2 c r they cold..bt i stopped,cuz nw she's juz a fren..tat day recess,we ajks gt a meeting at the bilik pengawas..she juz sat beside me..she sat directly under the fan..the fan speed max ady..can't turn it low cuz can't turn ady d..rosak!tat time she reli felt cold..i suddenly wanted 2 hold her 2 make her feel warm a bit...bt...i can't..i wan 2 stand close 2 her aso can't..ask her sumthing closely aso can't..i nid 2 keep my distant..
nw everytime i saw her..my heart duno y beat so frequently..lik fall in lov wif her 1 more time..n everytime saw her,i'm thinking by myself..is she becoming cuter n cuter...actually all tis is bcuz i'm starting 2 miss her a lot ady..the feeling when i can't hold her by my side..is veri..i duno hw 2 say it..sometime i reli feel lik cry it out mayb will feel better..
tis 11months mayb is my hardest months 2 go by...bt if she can get better results in spm cuz of tis break up..i truely will feel happy from the heart..all this will b worth it!!!

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy New Year 2 all!!!

Today is the 1st day of the NEW YEAR...Yeah!!!haha...tis new year is goin 2 b a difficult n bz year 4 us form5..Erm,prefect aso gt lots of things 2 prepare..lik choosing the new ajk n our camp..haha..i can't wait 4 tat..is goiin 2 b lots of FUN...n my club aso gt lots of things 2 do..bzbz year!!!the most horrible true bout tis year is SPM every person worst fear!!!damn..scary...tis exam is gonna make me crazy..all we can do nw is 2 study hard tis year..dun mess it up or sure will regret d..my frens n i ady gt plans after spm..haha..impossible leh!!we plan on goin 2 china 2 visit a best fren..he will take us 2 visit the city of shanghai..he goin 2 b lik a tour guide lik tat..haha..nw we goin 2 meet his galfren of course..he juz been there 4 10 months or more..he ady gt a galfren!!!muz b veri gud at impressing gals..i think!!haha..mayb he can teach me some moves 2 less make my gf angry...cuz i alwiz make my gf angry..i'm veri stupid at understanding other ppl thoughts n make obvious mistake...i'm alwiz breaking her heart..n said too many sorry 2 her ady..sorry is a veri priceless word bt if u use too much of it...it's value will surely drop n it will definitely loss it ability 2 bring bac sumthing u lost...
Anyway,Happy NEw Year to all of my frens...wish u all gud luck n happy 4ever..n i'm here hoping my darling 2 forgive my mistake again..I LOVE U!!