bac to the movie theatre..

So long din watch movie wif my frens ady..i think gt 3 till 4 months din watch le..miss so many movies,especially harry potter T.T feel so regret..zzz..cuz of exam n my mum so can't go watch..until wednesday
it was hari raya holidays..so wednesday we all plan 2 go out watch movie together..at home too sienz ady..so hard oni gt holiday of course muz go out d mah.. go out relax relax..
tat day i damn early wake up(holiday usually wake up at 11am d)..i 7.30 wake up ady,cuz my dad want 2 go work..later nobody fetch me..so wish tat i can drive..i reach kiensun house at 9am bt they all said 9.30 oni b there..so i wanted 4 other frens 2 arrive first oni go in kiensun house..scare he haven wake up,so early kacau him..haha..luckily weelon faz reach there..i go in wif him..then after a few mins,all r present..then we decide whether wan 2 watch wat movie..we all decided 2 watch final destination4 n 吓到笑 at jusco..n our driver 4 tat day is yeesiang n yongxiang..
wow..i tell u..final destination4 is juz awesome..so many organs flying here n there..super disgusting..haha..i watch till my mouth open d bt my frens all watch till laugh d..whenever somebody get kill,they all laugh..wat i meant is oni they laugh in the whole theatre..walao..i can't imagine hw many pairs of eyes from behind r looking down at us n thinking "r tis guys mentally okay?"haha..bt the movie is juz awesome!!!muz watch ooo...
吓到笑 tis movie is juz 'xiao' ahh..haha..so damn funny..tis movie is bout 3 different ghost stories..the first story de ghost is an old woman which is the most scary in the 3 stories..starting from d second story is pure funny ady..those 2 guys in the story is juz so gud at acting..haha..so funny..
bt the third story gt a bit sienz ady..the third story is the continue of the movie 'money nt enough2'..although less funny part..bt the third story teach us a great lesson of life o...gt a bit touching..haha..
After the 2 movies we watched..we all decided 2 went bac 2 kajang prima n play dota..haha..we played 4 an hour oni..i'm noob in playin dota..they all pro la..sure those team up wif me d of course lose la...sry guys..
n Thx guys 4 a great day..wish after spm we all gonna hang out lik tis more often o...haha..then sure nid 2 save money from nw..

黄鸿升 - 不屑

事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见 瞬间就统统消灭
人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血 悲伤也会流泪 不需要有同类 传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃 你的思念 自我安慰 就让我伪装我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟着你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐地瓦解
事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见 瞬间就统统消灭
人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血 悲伤也不会流泪 不需要有同类 传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃 你的思念 自我安慰
就让我伪装我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟着你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐地瓦解
如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年
如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许我们有一天会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍
Tis song is juz the sad song i nid..so nice,haha!!sure u guys aso like d..go download n listen bah..

I'm fail ady..T.T

Till nw,tat gal din find me o..i think she juz 'fu yan' take my phone number then delete ady..Zzz..mayb i'm juz too scary n 'yang soi'..i'm feel reli down bout it,cuz first time take gal phone number fail 2 do so..i think i won't ever try 2 take again..dunwan 2 disappoint myself again..when i went 2 kasturi,i'm thinking hw 2 react when c her there leh..veri paiseh d..act lik strangers or say hi..luckily i din go say hi,she's like din meet me b4..so i aso act stranger lor..so paiseh..
dun get me wrong o..she juz someone i wanted 2 noe as a fren oni..there's already a gal i'm waiting for..although my frens all disagree tat we will b together again n some even giv me some 'advise'....i noe they care bout n wanna help me..bt i still goin 2 wait..
along tis waiting period..from January till nw,August..i'm din truely happy b4..i'm in sorrow n pain for everyday...

1st time driving..today i went 4 driving lesson!

Today..2pm i went to the old KFC 2 wait for the aunty to come n fetch me to my first drving lesson..wahoo..i was so nervous..when the aunty reach ady,as soon as i gt in the car..she straight ask me "do u noe hw 2 drive?" walau..i was shocked 4 awhile..i'm wondering if i say i noe,is she goin 2 ask me drive all the way..of course i said i duno la..i wan her 2 teach me properly first o..alwiz safety first!Then she drive 2 an empty parking lot..she told me bout the gearbox,panels n other stuff lik tat..then change seat..haha..tat time my heart was juz beating lik crazy..mayb reach 250 beats per min..haha..jkjk la..so i'm juz duno wat 2 do..she asked me 2 start the car,then drive around the parking lot..making many turns o..turn left then turn right..right left right left..after tat,reverse..a tricky part 4 me,my reverse technique suck..n the side mirror i duno hw 2 c leh..when nervous ntg can be done right..after reverse o..she asked me 2 drive out 2 the road..walau,tis time i'm shocked n at the same time scare..driving inside the parking lot,my sweat ady dropping lik bathing ady..nw on the road woh,my sweat r lik pouring rain..bt the rain happening inside the car..haha..so i'm damn nervous..juz listen wat aunty goin instruct lor..walau,when on the road ar,the aunty gt so many things said o..step tis,dun step tat,do tis,so tat..haha..listen till i gonna sot liao..when on the road i made so many mistakes o..my car 'die' at least 4 times leh..i most remembered d is when the traffic light go green ady,my car 'die'..haha..so paiseh..then the aunty ask me 2 drive 2 the driving institut..she gt some paper works nid 2 do..after tat,is time 2 go bac..tat time i gt the hang of it ady..nt so many mistakes were made..haha..great progress o..i'm aso a bit calm when on the trip bac home..
I sure won't forget tis day..surely after many decades,when i'm old..i will tell my grandkids bout tis experience d..they sure will laugh d..n they will say 2 me "so lame d o,those car veri easy 2 get used 2 it d..nw wif the 'modern flying car' oni hard 2 learn mah"..haha..oh well..

1st time ask a GIRL for her phone number!

Today i went 4 tuition at kasturi..there is tis gal,she's quite cute d..so i decided 2 take her phone number lor..haha..bt week after week i fail 2 do so cuz tis is my 1st time taking a gal phone number..so i'm damn nervous d..everytime i try 2 get close or even open my mouth 2 ask her,i juz dun hav d courage 2 do it..so damn useless..
Bt today..hahaa..i done it..actually,Er..hw should i say tis..nt actually get her phone number la..bt i reli gt go ask her d leh..tat feeling is juz too great 2 bare..my adrenaline concentration was so high after i asked her..haha..so shuang..she take my phone number said will find me eventually..Erm,does it count as success leh?duno o...bt tis is the best 1st time asking a gal 4 her phone number of my life..sure won't forget tis experince..n it's reli will help me in the future 2 b brave enough 2 ask a gal 4 phone number straight away!
WAHOOOOO....

Broke into Tears

Today the heaven broke into tears
Little by little
Is like the heaven understand my feelings
It expressed what I wanted to express
Express out all the sadness,sorrow,loneliness
I still feel the same after it help me expressed
Maybe that is just not enough
Zzz..I'm going nuts here
This few days i felt the coldness feeling
It's as cold as dry ice
What's colder than dry ice?
That feeling!
Cold till I just don't know how to describe it
There's only conversation when something is needed
Not to just chat..
Few days back,I was sick like hell..
my head is just twist and turn till can't concentrate in class
I don't even have the strength to go recess
I'm all wore out like an old pair of shoe
My friends are so caring
They kept asking me how I felt
I can feel it
It's the power of friendship!
That made me felt better but I was waiting..
just waiting..waiting...waiting
Then school over,I give up waiting..
I knew is on my own this time
That time i felt so lonely..just so damn lonely

A Clown..

Some said clown make other people happy
Some said clown make people happy but sad inside
Clown is the symbol of happiness
but the clown himself doesn't feel happy at all
the clown is just getting pay to feel happy
but behind those happy faces lies the true face
the face of sorrow
the clown need to hide all his sorrow
in the deepest,darkest part of his mind
for himself to share and not others
not even a leak of sorrow is out
if not that will effect the joy of others
others doesn't care about what's the clown going through
they are just here for the clown to make them happy
tat's all
Does anybody really know what does the clown really feel?
Only the clown know his own feelings
Only I know what's his feeling
Because I going through too
My feelings are all kept for myself
nobody to share with or chat about it
The world is just too lonely and too sorrow
eventhough there are billions of human in this world
I am alone!