Valentine day!

Tis year d valentine is the first valentine 4 me n her..i was veri looking forward to it..i bought a brickbear 4 her..actually i wan 2 buy small brickbear d..bt i can't find it on time 4 valentine..so buy a bigger 1..quite cute d..pink in colour d o..i aso bought a small bottle tat can write things n put into it..i wrote a few things n put it in ady..haha..i aso add in 6 stars tat i made d..those 5 stars r different,gt 3 stars blue colour..2 stars pink colour n 1 star purple colour..the colours doesn't mean anything..is the number of stars tat mean sumthing..haha..hard leh??juz both of us noe d..hehe..bt i forgot sumthing o...chocolate..bleh =P..
The day b4 valentine i can't sleep leh...kept thinking wat 2 do n wan 2 say wat 2 her on tat day..i think of wat can't tell u all..veri secret..haha..veri long din felt tis excited ady..since...haha..can't tell!Bt sumthing happened on tat day..i told her 2 go bilik pengawas 4 the suprise d..bt st.john nid 2 go gotong-royong o..she told me she can't go o..at tat moment,i thought everything i planned was wasted..bt luckily wif the help from a fren then she gt a moment 2 go...so i get 2 giv her d present bt i din do wat i planned 2 do n wat i plannned 2 say..reli veri upset d..bt after 4 a few period in class thinking,i told myself there is other chances...bt i nid 2 珍惜..dunwan 2 pass up any chances..bt after today,i felt tat me n her reli din broke up temporarily aso..we juz lik the regular couple again..haha..i'm reli HAPPY O...haha..tis valentine reli meaningful leh!

AJK's

In pengawas,there is 12 ajks...6 guys n 6 gals..so perfect!they all reli veri great at their works..except 4 me..my style is totally different from them d..i'm the ajk tat veri free,veri seldom scold my group member eventhough they make mistakes..i will juz go n advise them..n lik playful tat kind of ajk..when i'm wif the others ajks..i reli feel lik a stranger among them..at meeting,i alwiz get scold first d..gt sumtime i reli feel lik putting down mine works..i dunwan 2 b the one who corrupt them,giv them more problems..i reli feel useless among them..n i feel veri veri veri paiseh being so useless in front of her..she's aso 1 of the ajks...am i reli 1 of them??ajks should b veri veri close d..bt i dun feel tat way..my frens tat r nt ajks,i'm more closer 2 them compare 2 my frens tat r ajks...they can sumtime b veri veri careless bout our friendship n do sumthing tat would hurt the relationship 4 the better good...if 4 me,i reli can't do it..friendship reli mean lot n lot 2 me..without friendship,i'm nt who i am today..when we were all ordinary pengawas,we were best frens till the end d..quarrel between us was impossible...bt nw,some of my frens isn't fren wif my other frens ady...all turns into enemy lik tat...Zzz...i reli hate tis...

Days without talking 2 her...

At skul,i din talk or even chat wif her..after skul,i gt sms her bt she most of the time din reply d..reply bac aso 1 word or 10 words tops!Y din chat wif her at skul?cuz i reli can't think of sumthing 2 chat wif her..she's a st.john member..i'm a bomba member..chat d things aso nt same key..Zzz...we both aso pengawas..bt ntg 2 chat bout..at skul nvm..bt sms tat time i reli gt think of sumthing 2 say d o...bt she juz dunwan 2 reply..is it chatting wif me veri bored or veri kacau?Zzz...i aso noe i'm d kind of person tat talk veri less d..n duno hw 2 talk d..bt i gt try ahh...she gt say b4 dunwan sms so often..bt seldom then will become never ady d..