Valentine day!

Tis year d valentine is the first valentine 4 me n her..i was veri looking forward to it..i bought a brickbear 4 her..actually i wan 2 buy small brickbear d..bt i can't find it on time 4 valentine..so buy a bigger 1..quite cute d..pink in colour d o..i aso bought a small bottle tat can write things n put into it..i wrote a few things n put it in ady..haha..i aso add in 6 stars tat i made d..those 5 stars r different,gt 3 stars blue colour..2 stars pink colour n 1 star purple colour..the colours doesn't mean anything..is the number of stars tat mean sumthing..haha..hard leh??juz both of us noe d..hehe..bt i forgot sumthing o...chocolate..bleh =P..
The day b4 valentine i can't sleep leh...kept thinking wat 2 do n wan 2 say wat 2 her on tat day..i think of wat can't tell u all..veri secret..haha..veri long din felt tis excited ady..since...haha..can't tell!Bt sumthing happened on tat day..i told her 2 go bilik pengawas 4 the suprise d..bt st.john nid 2 go gotong-royong o..she told me she can't go o..at tat moment,i thought everything i planned was wasted..bt luckily wif the help from a fren then she gt a moment 2 go...so i get 2 giv her d present bt i din do wat i planned 2 do n wat i plannned 2 say..reli veri upset d..bt after 4 a few period in class thinking,i told myself there is other chances...bt i nid 2 珍惜..dunwan 2 pass up any chances..bt after today,i felt tat me n her reli din broke up temporarily aso..we juz lik the regular couple again..haha..i'm reli HAPPY O...haha..tis valentine reli meaningful leh!

AJK's

In pengawas,there is 12 ajks...6 guys n 6 gals..so perfect!they all reli veri great at their works..except 4 me..my style is totally different from them d..i'm the ajk tat veri free,veri seldom scold my group member eventhough they make mistakes..i will juz go n advise them..n lik playful tat kind of ajk..when i'm wif the others ajks..i reli feel lik a stranger among them..at meeting,i alwiz get scold first d..gt sumtime i reli feel lik putting down mine works..i dunwan 2 b the one who corrupt them,giv them more problems..i reli feel useless among them..n i feel veri veri veri paiseh being so useless in front of her..she's aso 1 of the ajks...am i reli 1 of them??ajks should b veri veri close d..bt i dun feel tat way..my frens tat r nt ajks,i'm more closer 2 them compare 2 my frens tat r ajks...they can sumtime b veri veri careless bout our friendship n do sumthing tat would hurt the relationship 4 the better good...if 4 me,i reli can't do it..friendship reli mean lot n lot 2 me..without friendship,i'm nt who i am today..when we were all ordinary pengawas,we were best frens till the end d..quarrel between us was impossible...bt nw,some of my frens isn't fren wif my other frens ady...all turns into enemy lik tat...Zzz...i reli hate tis...

Days without talking 2 her...

At skul,i din talk or even chat wif her..after skul,i gt sms her bt she most of the time din reply d..reply bac aso 1 word or 10 words tops!Y din chat wif her at skul?cuz i reli can't think of sumthing 2 chat wif her..she's a st.john member..i'm a bomba member..chat d things aso nt same key..Zzz...we both aso pengawas..bt ntg 2 chat bout..at skul nvm..bt sms tat time i reli gt think of sumthing 2 say d o...bt she juz dunwan 2 reply..is it chatting wif me veri bored or veri kacau?Zzz...i aso noe i'm d kind of person tat talk veri less d..n duno hw 2 talk d..bt i gt try ahh...she gt say b4 dunwan sms so often..bt seldom then will become never ady d..

Me n Her

Tis week is d third week tat me n her become fren...y become fren??cuz she nid 2 concentrate on her study 4 spm!although i agree tat after spm oni get bac together...bt i'm reli veri confused d..1 part of me say wait 11months then can get bac together ady..bt still gt 1 part of me doesn't wan 2 break up apart...i'm ady starting 2 miss her..
One day,she was sick o..quite serious a bit..i wanted 2 hold her hands 2 c r they cold..bt i stopped,cuz nw she's juz a fren..tat day recess,we ajks gt a meeting at the bilik pengawas..she juz sat beside me..she sat directly under the fan..the fan speed max ady..can't turn it low cuz can't turn ady d..rosak!tat time she reli felt cold..i suddenly wanted 2 hold her 2 make her feel warm a bit...bt...i can't..i wan 2 stand close 2 her aso can't..ask her sumthing closely aso can't..i nid 2 keep my distant..
nw everytime i saw her..my heart duno y beat so frequently..lik fall in lov wif her 1 more time..n everytime saw her,i'm thinking by myself..is she becoming cuter n cuter...actually all tis is bcuz i'm starting 2 miss her a lot ady..the feeling when i can't hold her by my side..is veri..i duno hw 2 say it..sometime i reli feel lik cry it out mayb will feel better..
tis 11months mayb is my hardest months 2 go by...bt if she can get better results in spm cuz of tis break up..i truely will feel happy from the heart..all this will b worth it!!!

Happy New Year 2 all!!!

Today is the 1st day of the NEW YEAR...Yeah!!!haha...tis new year is goin 2 b a difficult n bz year 4 us form5..Erm,prefect aso gt lots of things 2 prepare..lik choosing the new ajk n our camp..haha..i can't wait 4 tat..is goiin 2 b lots of FUN...n my club aso gt lots of things 2 do..bzbz year!!!the most horrible true bout tis year is SPM every person worst fear!!!damn..scary...tis exam is gonna make me crazy..all we can do nw is 2 study hard tis year..dun mess it up or sure will regret d..my frens n i ady gt plans after spm..haha..impossible leh!!we plan on goin 2 china 2 visit a best fren..he will take us 2 visit the city of shanghai..he goin 2 b lik a tour guide lik tat..haha..nw we goin 2 meet his galfren of course..he juz been there 4 10 months or more..he ady gt a galfren!!!muz b veri gud at impressing gals..i think!!haha..mayb he can teach me some moves 2 less make my gf angry...cuz i alwiz make my gf angry..i'm veri stupid at understanding other ppl thoughts n make obvious mistake...i'm alwiz breaking her heart..n said too many sorry 2 her ady..sorry is a veri priceless word bt if u use too much of it...it's value will surely drop n it will definitely loss it ability 2 bring bac sumthing u lost...
Anyway,Happy NEw Year to all of my frens...wish u all gud luck n happy 4ever..n i'm here hoping my darling 2 forgive my mistake again..I LOVE U!!

complains...bout tis few days

I always wondering is my life juz the way i'm imagine i will b..NO,of course nt..life isn't wat u think it is..is sumthing torture,u noe???Zzz..by nw i haven touch a car steering wheel..cuz of my caring parents...wat i mean by caring is scare the car gt scratch by me...do u noe hw does tat make me feel...hell,the car nw is more important n more expensive than me...teach me hw 2 drive aso they won't..they said leave it 2 the pro...aren't they pro enough??they hav more experiences than the teacher there...Zzz...my parents lik 2 giv veri lame accuse..
Tmr is 31dec...my frens gt plan 2 go timesquare countdown..so i wait till dawn when my mum get bac from work oni ask her..i ask her veri nicely...then she straight said:NO...then she giv tis accuse..she said new year eve muz stay at home wif family d...celebrate wif family d..OMG,giv me a break...i'm been celebrating new year wif my family since i was born..let me count,Erm...16 years!!!Nt tat i dunwan 2 celebrate wif my family..bt wat celebrate??my dad sleep after 9pm..then juz left my bros,me n my mum...my mum b4 12 sure sleep ady d..my bros aso will follow go sleep ady...then juz left me lor..the door lock,the alarm set..can't even go out 2 watch the firework my neighbourhood playin...Zzz...tat's all..juz wanted 2 let out all the anger...

ah lam bac..tis year d bt veri long ady..

Ah lam tat day bac from ipoh..she misses us n we misses her so she bac lor..
we all glad tat she bac...she asked us 2 go out together wif her as a gathering lik tat...first meet at skul first...haha..i veri early at skul ad..all of he haven even reach here yet..so i find a chair n sit in front of the bp(bilik pengawas)...haha...
After tat,i fall asleep...bleh=P then one n one of my frens began 2 reach...we all go 4 a walk...guy's walk lasted veri long d..then ah lam reach ady...she's sitting inside bp wif her bf..her bf muz b the person who misses her the most...long long o can meet once..Zzz..veri sad o...
so both of them was inside bp...the guys n i dun hav the heart 2 bother them...so we waited outside 4 the others 2 arrive...we were making decision where 2 go...some said wan 2 go sing k...the guys n i din wan 2 go sing k...we all guy go sure ve bising d..or scare something break then nid 2 pay bac d leh...heart pain d..hahah...
so the guys made a selfish decision 2 go bowling...they all agree...although veri sienz...bt we did hav fun^^
all of us here...cool rite??haha...
hand so much...blocking!
cute leh??nt me...she's in the middle!!haha..